My nanny , how is it tomorrow you have been gone a whole year it feels like forever ago and that I so need to hear you tell me everything is going to be ok , every day with out fail u would call me even if it was over something silly and some times four times a day 😂 how I could do with one of them phone calls right now . I wish u would be able to do this . One day I no I will see you again and you will be right there waiting and that’s years to come . Just a sign would be great to show me you’re still behind me holding me up . My last surgery was bad news and it’s getting worse and not getting better I have to make a huge decision and so many times I go to call you to help me through it . Gosh my nanny I could go on and on . You would be so proud of your Logan he is doing amazing at school still talks of you and has your picture above his bed , you were and still are so so important to us and we love you so much . Untill we meet again my nanny yours always ❤️